.:im lovin it:.

peeved?me?youve gotta be kidding me!

my gosh its been golly wopkins a long time since i last updated eh?haha its called busy beyond compare.baroomph.it stinks seriously.being so busy and not to mention suh-leee-py! mmf.and yet im still awake doing this using some lame excuse to myself that im supposed to be studying for that math test tomorrow.ingenious arent i.i could be sleeping now if i didnt think that i had to study for my math test and wanted to take an imaginary diagnostic test.sigh.im feeling ~~ever~~ so drained and ~~ever~~ so much eaasier to get sooper annoyed and ~~ever~~ so much closer to not care bout nothing.[that was as subtle as subtle can take me in my state so as not to sound suicidal]so yes.im getting more and more easy to annoy.and more and more people are getting on my nerves.but dont worry im sure itll get better once i chew off my first head.so just sit tight and enjoy the ride.itll be fun.

Monday, Apr. 05, 2004 at 10:29 p.m.

if it was invisible[again]then i could just smash.it.to pieces.and i would be the smartest girl.if it was invisible[again]wait.it already is.[sung to.yes.clay's weird invisible song.]

ok.i just spent the last...i dunno...8 mins?trying to close a bunch of stuff without a visible cursor.some of you may have sick sick minds and may be thinking oh!how fun!well...i dont thInk fun is quite the right word..

here imagine this.you have a stoopid inactive cursor qicture in the middle of the screen and you wAnt to move it.but.you.cant.and believe you me ive tried alot of things to get it back..ive even tried hitting the screen with my kitchen sink.but it didnt work.umph.[and no dUh im kidding.my mum would simply kIll me if she saw me detatch my kitchen sink and attempt to move a cursor on the com by banging the screen with it.]so anyhoo i had to resort to right clicking a lot to see exactly whEre my invisible cursor is.ah the agony of it all.sigh.and now.i appreciate the highlighting of words etc when oyu go over it with your cursor alOt better now.

hum.hark i hear a ringing sound in my ear.yowtch.im going deaf.bye.

Sunday, Mar. 21, 2004 at 8:53 p.m.