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i hate this feeling.
the feeling that something bad is going to happen.
the feeling that something is going to go wrong.
something unexpected.
the feeling that one is not going to make it out.
it's been too long.
it has never been this long before.
i hate the pain.
i hate the noise.
the noise that starts and stops everything.
why can't things be ok?
does it always have to go this way?
it's not right.
it never was ok.
i don't need this.
i never did.
we never did.
i want it to stop.
i want to shout stop.
but i can't.
the words never came out.
probably never will.
until it happens.
i need to be emo.
i am emo.
i need someone who understands.
i need to be understood.
but i have to face it..no one will understand.
it's just how it is.
no matter how much they want to.
no matter how much they try.
no one will understand.
accept it.

Sunday, May. 07, 2006 at 11:05 p.m.



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